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Dunedin Otago, New Zealand (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: Taupo Primary, Taupo Intermediate, Taupo-nui-a-Tia College, Otago University

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  pehi

Sat, Sep 20 03:15 AM

Huh.... Scared....

 So today is a low day... felt it coming.  Got busy again with life running rampant... all good, in fact, better than good actualy.  What is it?  This fear of being so wildly successful??  The ways and ways in which we trip ourselves up and deny ourselves the joy that is our birthright.  What is this dark cloud that sneaks up to eclipse the brilliant rising sun or the full voluptuous moon swallowed.... Man I love my life!!  This feeling is so false, the sun and the moon break through, cannot be eclipsed for long... I hope everyone can see how illusory all of this world is.  It shifts and changes and slides and becomes whatever we desire, fear, create.... such a beautiful treacherous wonderful trip.... I only have to look up, look around and there is something more amazing and more astounding for the mere fact that a moment ago I was unaware of it.  We do live in paradise one moment, and hell the next... what do we choose, what do we choose... what do you choose?  I choose paradise.  I can see my fear fade away and away... Love and blessings to you all xxxxx

 

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Was just going to cheer...

...because all you say is true.

The green shoot.

The industrious ant, even, busy and miraculous and on it's way to doing some very important work.

The flipping flopping, hippity hoppiting fantail flitting at our heels...

The moving sky and it's blazing bodies...

endless.

endlessly.

Oh the wonder world!

(like wonder woman..?Laughing)

 

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