I am worried that my life is over at 47. I lost my marriage, a nephew who was more like a son to me, a sister in law and an aunt whom i both loved dearly, a job i worked hard for and sold the horses i loved to pay for the courses to get it . all ruined because of stalking and torturing by an ex who for 25 years treated me like a punching bag and who apparently started caring once i left. If you call stalking caring. His breaking in in the night, following me, calling me, leaving notes daily, badmouthing me to everyone I had left - it all added up and caused me a breakdown where I didn't do anything but curl up and cry for three weeks. He took my past, my present and would like to take my future.

 My dream job would be the emt job i had to quit because of the stalking but barring that, i'd like to take the LPN Nursing course.

 An elephant. They're such strong, intelligeng creatures who seem to sadly be aware of the great danger they're in as their habitats become less each year. The tears bother me every time I look at them.

 They're noble, strong and should be free, chases from fence to starvation.

 Either dogs or cats.

 Dogs are so happy, they lick away the tears. they can always make you feel better. Cats are just comfortable, they seem to know how to just curl up and comfort at the right times.

 mmmmmmmm ........... a 10 ounce fatty med-rare steak with fried mushrooms, home-made fries, delicious salads and garlic bread, a couple of nice bottles of red wine.

 i'm hungry a lot. I never get out. Can't remember the last time I had steak.

 The edge piece with the most crust. Lost of meat, no peppers or pinapples. Double cheese.

 Rye

 Strong, 4 sugar 1 cream.

 Peace on Earth, healh, happiness and success for my sons, getting my extended family together more often.

 3 homemade CD's Or .......... Queen, Tea Party, James Blunt

 Cut all the grass in front of the hedges along the street. They'd think I was weird for doing it though ....... except for my elderly neighbour. She'd give me flowers.

 Walking around the Wascana Lake in Regina holding hands and feeling very safe with a wonderful person.

 Jordan on Crossing Jordan.

 I'd love the excitememt of figuring out the cause of death and help bring some justice to the suffering.