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Without Faith It's Impossible...

 

 

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  Purrrkitten

Thu, Jun 25 12:47 PM

Without Faith It's Impossible...

 

Something else I struggle with... I can have faith in so many other things and people but I lack faith in myself. Why? What is inside me that I fear so much? What makes me lack that faith in my own abilities and choices?

 

I can see why I fail. I don't believe I can do things. I'm working on it but somewhere inside my head, I have a nagging doubt that I truly deserve anything good. Up until my current relationship, I picked abusive or emotionally unavailable men to "fall in love" with and then in the end, sabataged those relationships by going and finding someone else to "save me" and sometimes put myself into something worse. Up until this relationship, I was almost paralyzed with fear about making choices - especially big ones. I didn't stand up to anyone when they were wrong or I disagreed. Always that thought that maybe it was just me who was wrong.

 

I am slowly making my way through that minefield. Sometimes its hard and I want to fall back on my old habits of giving up. But I'm stronger than that! I CAN have faith in myself. I DO have faith in myself. I CAN believe in myself and I WILL believe in myself.

 

I almost put: "I'll need encouragement if I fall" but I erased it because if I say that, I've already stopped believing, haven't I. How about this: I'd love to have your encouragement and I know I can easily believe you will be able to overcome your own disbelief and struggles! Good luck!

 

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How brave you are!

It's amazing to see you face all this and I am sure that your work on yourself will lead you to the good life you deserve, no to the best life you deserve....

 

Just digg in... do not think even once about failure think about it as a trial and with trials we learn, who knows you might feel great after doing something you are afraid of... no fears ...Wink

 

Have an amazing life... 

Believe in yourself

You are equal or better to the task that lies ahead. Stay focused and silence those words of doubt that try to quench your fire. Do not let you stop you, there are plenty of outside sources to put that moment to the test!Good Luck and have faith... in you.

Mike 

Keep Going!

One of my personal laws I wrote: You learned to walk by falling. Don't be afraid to take another step.

 

Believe in yourself. No one else is going to "save" you. You are smart, diligent, and caring.  Make good choices and then make some better ones. That's how we learn. Forgive yourself and then move on past the pain and fear.  If you notice the times when you are strong, latch on to that observation. See? It is possible! You can have many more of those opportunities if you start noticing the positive instead of dwelling on(reinforcing?) the negative.

 

Have a fantastic easy day!