My past... Well I am was raised on a farm for the first 17 yrs of my life. So you can image I am a small town kinda of girl from Florida, My father is an alcohlic, My Mother has always pushed my buttons, We used to get in to phyical fight, It started out she would beat me pretty good til one day I started fight back. I am not proud of that nor is she, In the past I was a very ungreatful person still kinda am, I have always had bad asthma, small breast, a big ass, and sometimes a very low self esteem, I have had no luck with men, School was a stuggle my whole life becasue I have a learning disability, it always been why is everyone smarter,prettier, better then, For the most part I was never a kid who drunk or did drugs I don't sleep around, I have only ever had two sexual partner, and both of them have completly shatterd my heart, My husband  dose not Love me at all and he tells me to my face, and my ex chose drugs and another girl over me, thats alot more I just don't to keep talking about right now...

My future... I get happy when I think about the future I soon hope to go to school and become a vet tech and also earn my AA,. I want to lose 28lbs so I can be the right weight for my height, I don't know what going to happen with my marriage, But I hope for the best, I pray to God all the time about it.  I want to love myself so that I can love other

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