Operation don't be a DRUNKIE

Well I thought I had this alcohol this under control, boy was wrong.  No major event happened that made me decide to quit drinking I just started realizing things.  First I have drinkin a whole bottle of vodka just about every day for more than two years.  Second, that the first has cost me a ton of money.  Third, the people around me expect me to be drunk or buzzed every time they see me.  Fourth, I have missed out on a lot of things because I was too drunk to do them.  Fifth, the most inportant, I don't like any of the other four things.

So today was day 1 of no alcohol and it sucked.  At about 10AM I started to get hot flashes and sweats.  11AM hands shaking really bad.  12pm I have been clinching my jaw soo hard it feels like the back of my head is on fire.  All of this is still going on now at 7PM.  Having a really hard time typing so try not to ding me too hard on typos.

I guess all those times I told myself I didn't have a drinking issue I was full of crap.  I really hope this doesn't last very long, I find that if I keep busy I don't notice as much.  I'm going to set up all my workout equipment back up in my garage that always kept me busy, and has the added benifit of helping me with another goals.     

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