How do you stop feeling guilty over something you really don't think you should feel guilty about? My husband and I (who are separated) went to file our taxes togeher yesterday. We talked - I asked about his 2 kids and how things were going and xisa versa.
He also said he still loved me and wanted to know if we could get back together.I told him no - that I didn't want to get his hopes up. He told me if I cahnged my mind, I knew where to find him.
I won't go into the whole conversation we had but it made me feel guilty - that I left him, that I filed for a divorce, that once his son moved out of state soon, he would be living by himself. I wouldn't be there and neither would my daughter.
You talk about some depression, sadness and guilt...
Need I say, whenI saw his son's car parked in the parking lot next to his father's car tongiht when I went for my last eveing walk, I felt not so guilty. I felt glad that his son was there so my husband wasn't alone.
How do I handle this guilt I feel?
Other than that....not a bad weekend. I did all my reading and exercizes and am really working on trying to do everything I'm supposed to. I am also making up my own personal check list of things I have to do each day.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
Thanks for listening.
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