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Birth Date: Sat, Jul 20

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winnipeg manitoba, Canada (map)

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Member Since: 02/06/08
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Fri, Feb 15 12:00 AM

stuck

 i'm stuck on day 7. so tired. »

 
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Mon, Feb 11 12:00 AM

I'm not getting high today

 I smoke marijuana every day. I never smoke when I'm working, and try to limit my consumption to evenings. Getting high is my security, my comfort. It makes me feel normal. I love being high.  I have lots of reasons for quitting. It interferes with my medication. It makes it harder for me to»

 
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Mon, Feb 11 12:00 AM

It's wasn't in me to give

 I wanted to give blood today. I was nervous, like any other first-time donor. Well, maybe I was a little more nervous. I am terrified of needles. And my body goes into shock quickly, every time I hurt myself.  I did everything they told me to. I tried to relax. I tried to control my breathing. »

 
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Sun, Feb 10 12:00 AM

Thank you

 I'm surprised how quickly people commented on my blog entries, and I appreciate the words of encouragement. Thanks guys. »

 
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Sat, Feb 09 12:00 AM

Deep Sleep

 So I slept until 3:30 in the afternoon today. Thirteen hours. I don't know why I can't wake up. I'm sleeping my life away.   I internalize everything, and I'm too tired to stop it. I'm careening into space, out of control. So detached from everything. I don't even r»

 
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Fri, Feb 08 12:00 AM

day 1

 I have tried sites like this before. I hope this one sticks.»

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