I'm doing really well. I get up early even though I don't have a shift. Today I start a new routine of writing something, anything, after I finish with Tools. I've been up and down on the writing habits. No consistent changes. I understand more now, after 12 days of training my brain, that if I train my brain to write every morning, the Law of Accumulation will take care of the results. Tools has just been a whole, new, clear, clean way of looking at life.
Doing the Complaints exercise made me realize that I don't have to fix the whole of my life-long complaints. I just have to take an action step in the right direction. These life-longs felt way too big to handle. Way too much to even know what direction to go. My career, for example. I know my work life is not in congruence with who I am. Parts are, but not entirely. Before Tools, I would complain on occasion, mostly to my boyfriend. He's so sweet. I still don't know exactly what I want to do with my career. What I DO know is I have things to write, and that I CAN do. I don't need to know exactly where I'm headed. I just need to know what direction to face and take even one small action step in the right direction. I can do that. I will do it consistently.