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Tue, Jul 31 12:00 AM

Making Change

 

I woke up this morning with this slight feeling of dread? that this work I'm doing is really going to help change things in my life.  And that means letting go of the old patterns.  There is such comfort in those old patterns, even if they are no longer wanted. 

 

I was asking myself, "What if I really accomplish what I say I want to do?  What is that going to look and feel like?  Who will I be?  What will I be like?  What will my life look like?"

 

Like standing in a doorway.  I'm right here.  Right at the doorway between the life I have and the life I am building.  I'm going forward.  It's exciting but there is also trepidation.  I guess that's what community and friends are all about.  I may feel alone in this journey, but I am not.  The fear and feeling alone comes from the illusion that I am separate from everyone else.  I am not separate.  We are One.  My success is everyone's success, just as your success is everyone's success.  We don't do this work alone. 

 

Something to remember when fear pops up.

 

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