attitude

 I have great well being and i have a part of me that is selfdestructive!  Every time I find something that is good for me to the point that it would benefit myself and those around me I make an effort to ruin it because that s the way i function.  Not to say my life is bad or that I wish i had it any other way. Too tell you the truth its really hard for me to give a fuck about anything other than a few close friends.  My emotional range goes on a scale from 1 to 10 goes to 5 ,and stays there ,no matter what i dont fel happy or sad i have been emotionaly enept for longer than i can remember.  The only thing that has mad me feel in the last five years is the aftermath of doing extacy for 3 days in a row and my dad having heart surgery.  As far as relationships go people in general love me but im still not good at it.   Thanx for your time im venting and all is true!  Rp 

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