I have always struggled with my weight in school, but senior year of high school, I really cracked down on dieting and started to loose weight. Then I went into college, gained just a couple of pounds and then got together with my first every boyfriend (at the age of 18). As you can tell I wasn't to popular with the boys. My 1st boyfriend was 25 at the time, a Ford mechanic at a dealership. I went against a very strict father and moved in with my boyfriend only 5 months after we were together. I started working at the same place he worked as a cashier and really enjoyed it. Still went to school, and then started to go to the gym. Me and my boyfriend really made things work and started to loose weight. I achieved my goal of 200 lbs for a 6'1" female and I was feeling good and looking good. I thought there was other men out there better than my boyfriend and he wasn't treating me as good as I thoght i deserved so I left him and then met my now husband. Once we started dating, we knew each other for 3 months and then I got pregnant. Every one was telling me to get rid of the mistake but we decided to keep it. This has been the roughtest 9 months of my life because the baby was born and really changed our life. I love her to death and still love my husband but there has been alot of pain and heart ache in the process. I wouldn't change my decidisions but I wish I can take the future better than I have the past 9 months.

Since my baby I have gained almost 80lbs and I would like to loose that as soon as possible. I also know my stress level and anxiety will decrease too with regular exercise. I would also like my school grades to get back to freshmen level where I was making As and Bs. I would also love to see me and my husbands new business really prosper. On top of all of that, I want my family (daughter and husband) to really be a family and not just people living together. I would like to see my husband happy and to make him happy on a regular basis. I would like more energy and most of all motivation. my main problem is motivation. I don't have to motivation to get up in the moring and do anything productive.

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