A few nights ago I woke at 2am with the most wonderful feeling of love, comfort and contentment. 

I was sitting on a deck chair, on a front porch with my eyes closed. I could feel the salty breeze, could hear the ocean waves and smell the salt air.

I could hear my sons playing ball on the beach and their ladies chatting off to the side. There is someone sitting on my other side, but I am unable to turn to see who it is. I felt a tap on my leg and open my eyes. My little granddaughter, Haylee, who was about 3, asked if we could build castles on the beach. "Of course we can"

I said. I put her pink hat on that went with her little pink sun suit. I took her hand and we walked the 40 or so feet to the waters edge and sat down to build castles.  

She giggles as the cool water laps at her feet. All I can feel is gratitude for this place, which I know is mine. The love I feel from my family and the happiness we all share. After ages, I hear foot steps behind me and feel someone sit behind me and wrap their arms around my waist and kiss my neck. I have no idea whom this is, but I know he is the love of my life. 

I got out of bed and wrote this down, it felt so real...I have felt so more relaxed and calm since then..Has anyone else had similar things? 

I have just seen the movie called The Secret. I first heard about this at xmas, a friend saw it and told me to watch it. Now hadn't been able to find a copy and when searching the net, found bits and pieces, and TOOLS, which is how I am here.

An answer in it's self. But 1 led to the other. Anyway, I watched it last night and it fit's so well with what we are learning here that I thought I'd let you all know, so that if you want any possitive reinforcment that you are on the right track, then it will prove it to you. I hope coach doesn't mind!

I know what I am doing is right. I have also had a couple of realisations that some of the things in my past, both good and bad, have been exactly what I have asked for. Really need to be specific I think as what you get isn't always what you thought it would be,,,if you don't define it well.

She is a first and very special in so many ways. She is his first child. My first grandchild and my parents and the inlaws first great grandchild. She is also the 6th gg grandchild to my grandmother.

Along with this, she is the first niece to my other son and second cousin to heaps more. 

Also a bucket load of second Aunts and Uncles running around.

The reason I put this here is that so often we forget that, something wonderful or bad, for that matter, not only happens to us. There are so many other people are effected by the things that happen to the one. We need to think about it sometimes.

The next time your having a bad day  or even a great one, think how it will effect those around you and that you care about. It may just change how u feel about the bad ones and make the great ones, even better.

As for us, we are all floating and are going to do our best to stay that way...This child will be loved, cherished, nertured and taught. For as long as time will allow us too. 

Look for the simple things to keep you happy.