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Wed, Feb 10 09:16 PM

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Day 58- the topic is whether I'm a raging boozebag or not. Its like an questionaire to determine if you may be an alchy.

 

Survey says: yes, which I don't know if I'm completely onboard about. A bit scarey, but in doing the exercises I get the point. Good news is I wouldve failed the test 10x worst only a few years ago, so I'm looking at it as I'm just improving and learning the errors of my ways. Part of that is just getting older and seeing a bit more of the big picture.

 

The tips that sunk in and I completely agree with: Toolies- don't drive piled. Also, reduce the odds by not having your vehicle anywhere around a place where you'll be saucing heavy (or light for that matter). In the rare occasion I've honkeytonked, that was totally the reason and yes I get that it was mega- retarded.  

 

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rad2007 rad2007:

Boozing

If you don't really think you have an issue with drinking try picking a length of time to go with out drinking.  Say 2 weeks then take note of how you feel with out it, cravings, excuses to drink, desire to drink.  It may be a good way to evaluate your drinking habbits.  Just an idea

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ryanz68 ryanz68:

i dunno

I'm on the fence, but know thats good advice. Somewhat in denial. Somewhat stubborn in honestly thinking its not a problem. My gut tells me its all pretty innocent and that I'm usually smart about how/when/how much I booze.

  

Thanks - appreciate the feedback. Good or bad it helps keep me on track.