I feel like in my life I have spent more time trying to figure out what I want or how to do things than I ever have actally doing something. Every opportunity I get I let pass me by. I don't know if I am just THAT confused or THAT afraid. I decided to join this site because maybe if I have a better support system with people of a common goal that I might stick with all the things I THINK about doing.

I was born in Vallejo, CA and lived there for 14 years. I lived in a small apartment with my parents, grandma, uncle, little sister and 3 pets. I spent most of my childhood playing outside, or hanging out with my mom. I was never given much disipline or guidence with anything. Most of what I have learned(which is very little or basic)I have taught myself or learned by observing at school or the internet. My family did try but there was much drama and judgment between family members. My parents also had me at a young age and were not a good match for each other. They were together until I turned 18 then my mom left my dad in a bad way, which is when my sister and I started having a lot of issues.

I have a few main goals for the future, this is what I've got so far: My priority is to work towards getting my drivers licence(I have a phobia-like fear of driving) and to figure out a way to pay for college so that I can become a Registered Nurse. So far everything is up in the air until I hear from Financial Aid.