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Birth Date: Sat, Apr 02 1977

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Member Since: 04/01/10
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shadesofdallas's Life List:
Finish a marathon
Spend a week in Yosemite
See the giant redwoods in person
Become an organic locavore
Own a home
Host Saturday Night Live
Direct a feature length film
Voice one or more characters in a major animated feature or series
Create an artists' commune
Learn to fly a plane or Helicopter
Sky dive
Go Parasailing
Watch the BIG waves roll in
Start riding a bicycle regularly
Backpack through Europe
Visit the great American Northwest
Be nominated for a major acting award
Attend all major Show Business Award Shows
Attend a TED conference
Start an acting camp for children
Become a Master of my Lodge
Re-furbish an old house and live in it
Finish my Bachelor's Degree
Grow my own vegetables to eat
Build Images by Firefly into a $200,000 a year business
Have a vacation house in Vermont
Own a vineyard and create a wine
Own a boat
speak a language other than English fluently
Go to a Super Bowl with my Dad

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IT'S ALL TRUE!!!

 

 

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  shadesofdallas

Wed, Apr 07 10:25 AM

IT'S ALL TRUE!!!

 

I do know all the right answers if I just listen to my inner voice. The problem is that habits tend to feel like an inner voice from time to time.  I get the inspiration to go and do something that I do not want to do. I have noticed, since starting this program and making some conscious decisions to avoid certain habits that may have led me to this place in life where I am not very happy, that my inner voice has been telling me the right thing to do to stay on my path. 

 

Just this morning, I woke up feeling sick and was tempted to say, "I can take a day off from TOOLS since I don't feel good."  However, my inner voice was telling me to get up and go through my routine, because I know it will make me feel better through the illness.  Then at the store, I went to pick up a second box of facial tissue, but put it back because I do not know at this point if it will be necessary and I need to conserve my money.

 

Right now, I am having the impulse to do something that I have made the decision not too, but my inner voice is telling me that I shoucl refrain and I will be much happier about my choice.

 

It is a constant struggle, but staying focused and keeping my eye on my "Future Story," and all the things I need to do to make that happen are helping to keep me on the right side of this.  I am not perfect by any means at this point, but I am getting better every day.

 

If I feel this good after just 5 days, I cannot imagine what day 90 will feel like.  Only one way to find out!!!

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