im feeling down right now but its not like the last time. my car note is due tomorrow and of course i dont have the two hundred and four dollars to pay which means they may shut my car off until i make the payments. on top of that i still owe fifty dollars towards my rent and i cant even scrape that up. last week i pawned two items maybe i can try to pawn a few more to atleast get close to paying something. it just depresses me that on top of me being financially unstable i dont see a clear future as of yet because my bachelors degree does not seem to b working for me. i could have stayed working at mcdonalds and have been manager by now making way more money than im making now. on top of that i quit my job because it sucked and was dangerous working with severly mentallly ill patients. i continue to pray and pray my prayers are not in vain.