Pain and courage by sirg Self Directed Motivation Programs

GOAL:TO BUILD MY SELF ESTEEM TO A LEVEL WHERE I AM COMFORTABLE AND LOVE ME. BY:30th September 2007 How will I achieve this: a. By utilising the amazing gift given to me by toolstolife b. By stopping the medication I use for my depression and overcoming it by my thought patterns - after all if it is due to a lack of Serotonin then hey my brain mind and attitude will replace this Seratonin. c.I will visualise myself witout depression and feel the hapiness once my vibes are right I have no doubt I can and will achieve anything. d. I will attract people into my life with substance and who will add real value to my life. e.I will assist those I meet with low self esteem without taking control of thier lives as i have often done in the past. F. I will learn not to be so hard on myself. I will forgive myself and inspire myself to do better without guilt or blame.

To invite through a local newspaper people to come along to a support network whose objective will be: a. To get others started on tools to life b. To meet weekly on a Saturday afternoond to share our learnings and encourage one another to greatness - BY 14th July

Goal - To roll out Toolstolife to a group of people in Malawi. So that more people can benifit from this tool. Then to start a support group in Malawi maybe 10 maybe 2 maybe more so that we can all share and learn together. This will also allow me to do what i love working with and developing people and am certain that this will help further develop me. So what I have i done so far to get this started well i have placed an ad in the local paper for tomorrow to find interested people. so here goes.

To sell La Dolce Vita at a profit before the end of August 2008

To stop being a bank for Kay. Why would i want to be with someone who is embarrassed to be with me. To learn to love me as I am and next time i eneter a relationship of any form to ensure that they value me . Not to be proud but not to be stupid either

To journal my travel across Malwai Zambia, Botswana, South Africa and Zimbabwe in a truck

To complete my new CV by Wednesday the ist August 2008

Get internet at home by the 1st August 2008

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