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Join Now Contemplating as I witness the removal of that little perverse Inner voice by sirg
 
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Birth Date: Fri, May 10 1957

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Blantyre n/a, Malawi (map)

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Schools: Morgan High School, Bochum University, North London Poly

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GOAL:TO BUILD MY SELF ESTEEM TO A LEVEL WHERE I AM COMFORTABLE AND LOVE ME. BY:30th September 2007 How will I achieve this: a. By utilising the amazing gift given to me by toolstolife b. By stopping the medication I use for my depression and overcoming it by my thought patterns - after all if it is due to a lack of Serotonin then hey my brain mind and attitude will replace this Seratonin. c.I will visualise myself witout depression and feel the hapiness once my vibes are right I have no doubt I can and will achieve anything. d. I will attract people into my life with substance and who will add real value to my life. e.I will assist those I meet with low self esteem without taking control of thier lives as i have often done in the past. F. I will learn not to be so hard on myself. I will forgive myself and inspire myself to do better without guilt or blame.
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  sirg

Thu, Aug 21 03:03 AM

Contemplating as I witness the removal of that little perverse Inner voice

 

Contemplating without my little negative guys ability to touch me.

I may at times think the breakthroughs are so distant but in my bones i feel the change as i slowly HUMILIATE that perverse insignificant little guy.

I recall all life's challenges and all the lessons along the way and throughout all these challenegs for brief moments when I have strangled that little demon i have witnessed doors open.

So as I face my current challenges i reflect on how grateful I am for the many friendships I have made on toolstolife for the sunrise and moonbeams and a warm bed. For a simele a word a song and a warm meal.

I recall days when my spirit burst forth in lovely poetic rythms and filled the air with joy and radiance.

So what now when I conquer that little demon when i undress him as i visualise then watch as he flee's into total darkness.

How much stronger or more able i will be as i watch him flee

 

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yeah! stupid little guy with his pants down!

your stupid little guy should meet my stupid little woman, and then they could go off together and leave us with, at least, a piece of our minds!

 

glad for your slow annihilation of that little dude... like trick candles he is hard to blow out. That feeling sometimes of finally being on top of the pile is exhilarating... hope you can breath up there!

 

sure you can. the air is pure.

radiate again poetic man,

i can already feel the rhythm of your joy. 

 

 

 

 

Last Night

Last night he was silenced as he hid behind a thicket whimpering and feeling sorry for himself . He didnt dare show his face.

This morning i saw him together with your insignificant other trying so hard to make a come back.

They tried to speak of how they have protected us and that now we attempt to make them homeless and bring shame upon them , and then they heard our new Inner voices Roar like the great young lions they are. They felt the new strength that builds within us. They were petrified, being the little sly guys that they are they then began pleading for mercy, asking to stay for awhile begging to be allowed to find a new dwelling place.

So beware for i anticipate that they may try:

1. To keep begging and recognising that we empathetic.

2. They will also try to catch us when our young lions sleep

3. They will look for opportunities in all circumstances to slip in a word or a feelingn - when were busy or at a party whatever opportunity they can

What they dont realise is that everyday as we feed our healthy young Lions as we comb thier fine Mane and as we grow to trust us more we will get stronger and stronger and when 1 of the lions rests the other will wake it .

So THEY BETTER WATCH OUT THEY BETTER TAKE CARE CAUSE WERE PROWLING WITH GREAT VISIONS AND HEALTHY MINDS.

We are being renewed we are MIGHTY our RYTHM is majestic our SPIRIT strong.

Right on

I agree! I agree!