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Join Now BADLY IN NEED OF A RE-BOOT by sirg
 
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Birth Date: Fri, May 10 1957

Place of residence:
Blantyre n/a, Malawi (map)

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Schools: Morgan High School, Bochum University, North London Poly

Jobs: Sales & Marketing Manager, Training Manager


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Member Since: 06/05/08
Last Login: 09/04/09
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Program Progress: Day 46
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sirg's Life List:
To be in a warm and loving relationship
To never have to worry about money
To motivate many to greatness and so make a difference
To have a child
GOAL:TO BUILD MY SELF ESTEEM TO A LEVEL WHERE I AM COMFORTABLE AND LOVE ME. BY:30th September 2007 How will I achieve this: a. By utilising the amazing gift given to me by toolstolife b. By stopping the medication I use for my depression and overcoming it by my thought patterns - after all if it is due to a lack of Serotonin then hey my brain mind and attitude will replace this Seratonin. c.I will visualise myself witout depression and feel the hapiness once my vibes are right I have no doubt I can and will achieve anything. d. I will attract people into my life with substance and who will add real value to my life. e.I will assist those I meet with low self esteem without taking control of thier lives as i have often done in the past. F. I will learn not to be so hard on myself. I will forgive myself and inspire myself to do better without guilt or blame.
To invite through a local newspaper people to come along to a support network whose objective will be: a. To get others started on tools to life b. To meet weekly on a Saturday afternoond to share our learnings and encourage one another to greatness - BY 14th July
Goal - To roll out Toolstolife to a group of people in Malawi. So that more people can benifit from this tool. Then to start a support group in Malawi maybe 10 maybe 2 maybe more so that we can all share and learn together. This will also allow me to do what i love working with and developing people and am certain that this will help further develop me. So what I have i done so far to get this started well i have placed an ad in the local paper for tomorrow to find interested people. so here goes.
To sell La Dolce Vita at a profit before the end of August 2008
To stop being a bank for Kay. Why would i want to be with someone who is embarrassed to be with me. To learn to love me as I am and next time i eneter a relationship of any form to ensure that they value me . Not to be proud but not to be stupid either
To journal my travel across Malwai Zambia, Botswana, South Africa and Zimbabwe in a truck
To complete my new CV by Wednesday the ist August 2008
Get internet at home by the 1st August 2008
Get internet at home by the 1st August 2008
Get internet at home by the 1st August 2008

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BADLY IN NEED OF A RE-BOOT

 

 

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  sirg

Mon, Sep 29 01:39 AM

BADLY IN NEED OF A RE-BOOT

 

Oh guys i got so motivated and started to feel things changing and I was so gratefull that I was managing my day to day activities with optimism building daily. Along this journey again I have stumbled hit bottom and below, cannot even find the motivation to do anything. Badly in need of a re-boot I know its only me that can change my circumstances but at the moment just cannot connect to me all source energy depleted.

When everything crumbles how do you get to stand up again all advice welcome.

 

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Hang in there!

I just went through the same thing everything was going great then splat.  But I kept on doing Tools every day even when I didn't feel like it and I feel 100% again. Just hang in there and you will be just fine. Sometimes you just have to ride it out.

 

I just finished day 63 and still going strong.

 

You can do it Wink

 

Sunny

Keep going forward

I had the same issue, I was on day 40 something, and my check-ins became less & less, until I just decided to restart on day 1. 

I'm glad I made that decision for myself because I have been much more consistent this time around & I'm seeing amazing changes.

 

You can do it, keep going! You can do it, keep going!

Cheers

Hi Sirg,

i agree with what has been said. Take extra good care of yourself now. Take it slow. Maybe you took on too much once at a time ? Remember that you have accomplished a lot. And  a phase of depression does not wipe that out. 

You can do it. Take you time. Don't expect to change overnight. :)

Cheers, Charlotte