well its day 32 and my big day is almost here...EllisMaina5!!!!  i am visualizing myself standing victoryious in the middle of the ring and then watching my opponent get a big ol U.S.A. flag tattooed on hie pasty canadian ass!!!  hahahah  nothing personal aganst any of you canooks reading this ;) god damn am i pumped !!! 

so anyone gonna make it down there???

if so let me know so i can meet you and shoot the shit for a while!!  its gonna be hard not to get drunk down there so if you are comming ....it will be a big help ;) 

i hope everyone is having a wonderfull day and remember....SMILE!!!  everyone looks better with a SMILE!!!!

4 weeks in and im doing great!!  i joined a boxing gym last night!!  it is a great milestone for me because i never had the guts to go in and check it out before and yesterday, i put thas fear aside and acopmlished my goal!! not only will this gym help me down the road but it will also help with my fight at EllisMainia in two weeks!! there is an example there...i waited untill 2 weeks before my fight to ask for help out of fear of the unknown...i swallowed it up and took the first step and Boom...Im a member of a fucking boxing gym!!!! talk to you all soon...to who ever reads this one..lol

   wel today is day 16 and i have been slacking on writing ...this corse is a lot or hard work but i will be sucessfull in compleating the task!!!

i have smoked my whole life....i quit for 6 months last year but feel into the lies that...."i can just have one".....well back to a pack a day i went ...and fast too....

i know it is killing me and now im going to give it everything i can to controll my life and quit lying to myself ...and quit...for good this time.....not just for me but for my daughters...i dont want them to grow up and follow my bad behaviors....its not fair to them...

that is all for today,

any boosts or words of encourgment are always welcome

Sniper

well today is a great day and i will be back tomorrow....

wel i didnt blog for two day...and today still not much to say except thank you all for the friend requests and the words of encourgment....i have never been one to share my feelings...but its getting way easyer since joing Tools and hearing from you guys....  thanks for everything

and dont be shy.....shoot me a request or just say hi...we all like alittle social interaction ...right???  lol

 ok, so today im not going to let anything bring me down!!!  yesterday I let my controll slip away, Not today,... I know I have the power to make my day whatever I want it to be...and that sulking around the house all day dosent help anything and is not fair for my wife and family either....I am in controll!!!

"I am having a Great Day"!!!!!! 

Red Dragons!!! and I hope to see you all tomorrow

Sniper

...shit..i guess i forgot to press submit yesterday for my blog....oh well....

so today is day 8!!! the start of week two....

RED DRAGONS!!!!!  that is all for now :)