I think I will

  hmm. I'm on day three, and I really needed that little bit of advice, about not getting overwhelmed by 'problems', and instead look at them as oppurtunities.

  I like that, I was feeling sad about having to go back out into the world and face certain people that always seem to get me down, but I shouldn't. Who cares? I think I'm a good person who is nice, and I certainly know myself better than they do.

  But more importantly, all this talk of finding oppurtunities really got me thinking about the oppurtunities in my life right now.

  I have always had this dream of becoming a published childrens author. Like, for little little kids, picture books. Since I was a little girl even! I used to write little stories and make illustrations to go along with them and then tape it all together to make little books. My mom still has a couple I think, they were pretty cute.

  I have about a million GREAT ideas. Why can't I just do it? Why not? I'm a good artist. I can paint. I can take all my little scrippled post-it notes, and pappers with story ideas and turn them into something really neat.

  I have always wanted to, I had intened to...eventunally. Whats the difference between other published authors, and me?    

  Why not now?

  Just like the other day, I decided to make cards and do some holiday baking, because I wanted to do something positive and I felt inspired by the activities and readings of the program. I feel really inspried right now.

  I still have dark times in my days, but the bright spots are starting to creep up on them.

  I don't know what else to say. I'm excited

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