Well I hit that hump last week. My kids got lice, I lost my job b/c I had to stay home and treat them. The pipe under my sink broke, the the toilet stopped up, then the fridge stopped working. It was a hard week and I really struggled to find the opportunities but I stuck with it and I am still here. Starting to feel that positive attitude comming back. I finished the Microsoft word course I had been working on and I started the Excell course yesterday. I also threw my husband an awsome suprise party. (the first party I have ever thrown) I also managed to work it where I had enough money to send my oldest to summer camp although I have missed him all week, but YAY he's comming back today.