our internet action has slowed the last couple of days due to our over consumption... exceeding limits! So beginning video clip takes 20 minutes to down load! Ho hum. Gave me a chance to have a nana nap and was scared awake by the start of the lesson...
'do do do do dooo, do do do dooo...'
we will remember that tune for the rest of our lives!!
I have been hibernating the last couple of days, contemplating, sorting mind clutter, something came up and floored me. You get those days. I logged in each day, I was a good girl!
I started Tools in January, I went through a rough patch health wise, was pregnant and had ongoing problems until we finally miscarried, well me only really, I'm not a siamese twin; that sort of hit me mental wise... but almost in a good way... well Yes in a good way! I'm here aren't I!
But it was tough sitting in my own head there for a while. And for future reference for myself I have learnt not to put off 'things' even through sickness. Take it easy but always keep on going... what an inspiration I was missing in my convalescence!
All good things take time... and effort!
I am proud to be back. Proud of me. Happy for me. Confident in me. I believe in me.
I didn't have that before. It's a curious feeling when you have reached out and shook hands with your potential...
"You're very bright!" I say to myself,
"So are you!" I reply
There are days for living, and baby, it's everyday you are alive!
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Keep on going for gold
Hey Lemonade ,
just saw your post so chuffed at how your doing.
Yes there have been many challenges but yes you are bright yes you are witty yes you are special yes you are lemonade.
Lemonade!?
Yep! Love it! Suits you perfectly! Like a glove!
So honest and brave and SHINING you are my dearest. Only through our sorrow can we fully appreciate our joy! As Kahlil Gibran says "The deeper that sorrow carves into our being, the greater our capacity for joy" One of my favouritist (!?) sayings!!
And ae, ae, ae- you are all those things and oh so much more! Love you!!! xxx