right now im just working at office depot and i hate it. i must find anew job and fast. i feel like im becoming more and more emotional the logner i work there. i cry more often than usual and just feel less motivated everyday to get up out of bed. other than that im 22 i still live at home and i just got a moped which i need my m2 for. the good news is i got a vehicle so i can finally go places without asking. the bad news is im tired of living at home with my mom and her fiance. i feel like i have no freedom here.

     My friends are great friends....well some of them. a few of them are kinda jerks and all of them make fun of me but i know they are only doing it because they care about me and it will lessen after awhile but it still occasionally bothers me when they just make fun of me.

i grew up with just my mom. I didn't know who my dad was till i was six and i didn't meet him till i was 12.He wasn't in my life much for me because we lived states away but he always called on sundays. I was raised by my mom my two aunts and my cousin who are all women so im a different kinda guy.

my future, well i hope to be one of two things, either a music teacher teaching orchestra, or a video game tester. honestly the thought of sitting down and playing video games at work then writing about it is amazing to me. and ive been playing violin for about 14 years now so i love music and would love to teach it.i hope to be outa my house soon and in about ten years i want to be settled down with a kid, if not there on the way, and a full time job that i love doing, and in turn doesn't make me exhausted by the time i get home.