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wedid

Birth Date: Mon, Feb 05 1951

Place of residence:
Summersville Kentucky, United States (map)

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Member Since: 11/22/09
Last Login: 02/12/10
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Program Progress: Day 5

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Music:

A real mixed bag, including classical, rock (my generation's), country, jazz, big bands a seeker of quality in all genres

Books:

Unabridged dictionaries, nature, medicine, animals, art, photography.All factual stuff it's an old survival tool

Favorite Places:

Outdoors, Mountain Lakes, Pasture land.

I Want To See:

Not a place for me, world peace, a thriving economy, happy faces

Hobbies:

Horses, painting, writing, creating

Activities:

Riding, walking, taking in nature

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Movies:

My favorite is Quigley Down Under

TV:

Not much lately, but I'd have to say UGA football, NCIS, and CSI

Heroes:

Ghandi, Mother Teresa,

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I Want To Quit Or Control

- Smoking

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Fri, Feb 12 05:32 AM

Still here

As you may have guessed I have been on a real, down slide lately. And trying to figure out how to work my way out of it is still a real challenge.At first when I tried to start with Tools, I was taking antidepressants. The problem was I was still having lots of suicidal thoughts on them.Changing ant»

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Wed, Dec 16 07:12 AM

trying to reconnect

When I was little I spent much of my time in the cold winter months hiding in the garage on a nest of rags and leaves. Waiting, waiting for my father to come home which meant that then I could go back in the house and be safe from her, (mother) and get warm. But, as I would lie there, still and quie»

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Wed, Dec 16 06:41 AM

Still disconnected

My mind is very alive. In fact it runs at hyper speed. Never shutting off. And when I write I feel most alive.Yet the disconnect with my body other than feeling pain, which is the nagging reminder to me that I am still alive there, still keeps me frozen in time.I can't escape the feeling that I »

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Mon, Dec 14 10:40 AM

Stuck

Well, it's now afternoon and the daily inevitable crash is upon me. And it's not about self pity, or really about anything.It's like I can guaranty that I can only get just a few hours a day of positive energy from I assume the antidepressants and then the crash comes. Lately harder and »

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Sat, Dec 12 06:07 PM

Working on only part of my brain

Just feel like crying, the feeling is inescapable. Nothing really wrong other than the fact that I can't seem to move forward.A part of me feels really alive when I write, or do something creative. But, living, just those plain simple things that should be automatic, I just can't seem to do.»

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Wed, Dec 02 06:28 AM

Day eight

Good moring people, it's another day and for me the battle is on. I'm really struggling today as I did most of yesterday afternoon and evening. I feel completely phsycally spent and in a lot of pain and nothing seems to help. It hurts to move at all even typing hurts. and I find myself froze»

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Tue, Dec 01 06:07 AM

day seven

Well, it's day seven and my home page still is locked down on day four. But that's ok. Because I have begun removing some of those bricks in the wall and the light is starting to shine through.I've begun to use a new montra to try to break my procrastination. NOW! Everytime I find myself»

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Sun, Nov 29 06:09 AM

Day six

Its day six, and the day started well. Enjoyed taking the dogs for their run. The kittens had been basking on the bed with me all night and now they are just scampering all over the place pursueing their unending curiosity, trying to help me type and getting into everything.I wrote my weekly e»

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Sat, Nov 28 07:16 AM

Day five

Day five and I got up went out with the dogs and enjoyed watching them on their morning romp. I've been trying to spend more time with them for both my sake and theirs, my depression was taking a real toll on them too!But today I want to talk about something I just learned in tools that has me r»

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Fri, Nov 27 08:36 AM

Day four

This morning the dogs got up early, Sweat Pea my female pointer kept looking at me wagging her tail and saying with big dog eyes. Is it time to get up? I couldn't help but smile at her as I told her, no not yet it's still dark outside, but soon.The Kittens were all nestled on the bed w»

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