WOW! What a weekend!

ok, for those who know, i had just ended it with a woman that i loved and i was going thru alot of emotional distress. i was blessed to talk to a therapist about what i was going thru and that damn doctor really helped me alot! i say "damn doctor" because i was extremely shocked to find that his words helped flipped a switch in me that helped me, not get over my ex, but accept what has happened and close that door in my life and move on in life. i feel ALOT better than i did last week and the past weeks. ive been able to move on in life and eventhough im still hurting right now, my heart isnt totally broken and im no longer a mess emotionally. i still hurt but i know and accept that life moves on. now that ive talked to him and his words helped flip a switch, ive been in better moods, ive been more positive and i havent been as emotional lately. i still think about her and i still hurt but the feelings of hatred and malice towards my ex have subsided. im still healing but im not hurting like i was. it has actually been benefitial. once the door of this relationship closed, one has opened with the interest in another woman. its weird how things work. i had been talking to a lady friend on FB and she sent me a text that her friend was reading my comments and wanted to meet me and thought i was funny. we met this weekend and, im still trying to get feedback from my friend on how things went but it was nice to finally meet her.

so for me, life is still a struggle being that im still looiking for work, taking care of my sick mother, and struggling finacially but im gettin thru this with a more positive mindset and a better place in my heart. i had a wonderful weekend and had a fun time this weekend. it was by far one of the best weekends ive had in a long time.

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