Day 10 by zenda Self Directed Motivation Programs

Birth Date: Sun, Aug 02 1953

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new york new york, United States (map)

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Cut down starbucks Lattes and Tim Horton Drinks

order(everything in its place)

Study 5 Hr/day

P90X

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Exercise 5 Days a Week (30 Min a day)

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3 out of 5 To Do List everyday

Lose 15 pounds my June 1st 2009

lose weight

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- Depression
- Low self-esteem

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Day 10

Wow todays lesson spoke to me on so many levels. My attitude so sucks and has for a long long time. The easy excuse is to blame it on depression but I am not taking it. My attitude about my self is ugly no wonder my house is a mess.

I am committing today to an attitude make over. Someone said on a mp3 discussion i received yesterday that if you expect bad things to happen you ar not dissappointed.

It said that your inner vision is drawn to those things and I know that is true.

I love that tools keeps you focused on the positive. When i do my lesson I am so renewed.

I have a confession, I was bob i was the best pilot, I was the smartest pilot, but I had a bad attitude. I was not fired because my company need my skills so badly, I was a vice-president but I was so unhappy the constant drama wore me down and sent me to an early retirement. For the first time I see my place in it.

this part really got to me "We discussed that you may know a lot of tools, but you don’t make a decision to use what you know. You don’t use your power to decide. You don’t listen to your inner voice. Then you can’t re-create your life and make it whatever you want it to be! Use TOOLS!"

God has blessed me with a lot of tools to many my dad says but I have not had the right attitude about me, about my part in things. To day I take responsibility for my part and commit to change.